ok, ok, so that is not very original. but that's what this is, so deal with it, ok??
never had much sucess with the concpet or the theory or a the practice. is it any different from deciding to do anythign on any other day? more likely, i'd do it more if i weren't obligated to just becasue its a new year resolution.
of course, its alwyas the same thign that the REsolve to do. and what does that matter?
only the phrasing is different.
fest comign up, decided i won't work for it. does that matter? i guess it does. will i let that stop me, i don't think so.
sometimes wild horses can drag you away from 'duty'. besides, there is a lot of political manuvering and back-stabbing goign on over there and i like that not at all. oc ourse, my liking something was never mandatory for it to be done…
which is why i am here and cribbign about it.
anyway, i have REsolved not to Resolve to do anything. i'll just do what i feel like and see if it is possible to become in truth what i say i am.