Did you know?
I’ve been hiding for about three months now. It is difficult to remember that if you choose to enter the stasis box, the word will have changed when you come out. When I went in, I knew. In my mind, that is. It is a bit of a shock to see that.
My world has vanished in quiet flames. Perhaps I have my family – my rock, without whom I would be nothing. I have certainly irreparably damaged my connections to people. I don’t understand why withdrawal hurts but I told it does. I am sorry in the same way that I knew that everything would change when I disappeared. When I come all the way out, I will feel sorry the same way I now feel shock – in the heart. As for the rest of it – well, I never really wanted it anyway. If I had, I would have fought for it. Wouldn’t I?